So what have I been so busy doing?
Awww she is very cute I do admit. But jeez she is a life sucking, demanding, bore. Stare Stare Stare boring, stare, stare, stare, what are you looking at?
And don't even think about doing anything crazy, like oh say, put her down.
Becoming a Mom, even when I wanted to, in my late 20s and finishing up in my 30s, doesn't make it any easier or more accepting. Its thrilling that other moms feel the exact same way and I'm happy I'm apart of the club, the 3 kids crowd control club. Other moms of 3 are so supporting at stores walking with older children in a line behind them like little ducklings following Mama Duck. I often get a "I've been there" or "You're alright its going to get better" because whenever I rangle all 3 dressed food particles included, breathing, not screaming or hitting each other at least while we walk in to said place, I feel I deserve, along with every other Mom of 3+, a standing ovation and applause of "YAY! You made it, Look at you, you got out of the house. YAY!" It is a stressful tough situation. When you see we're out of milk, bread, or (insert anything they willingly eat) and realize the horror that is you H.A.V.E. to go to the store with all 3 kids ALONE. I usually stifle a horror movie scream before starting the round up and roll call into the car.
I realize how rambling this sounds its all I can produce at this time with 3 hours of sleep a night for the last 8 weeks. Just wanted you to know I didn't throw the phone and run in the opposite direction, I see it. I just don't have a hand to pick it up.
